minnyboo

i need a change in my life, well not really a change just more things to do other then get drunk, the excitment of that activity is wearing off fast. aron came over for to see me today and he had on a pretty shirt props to the baby for that one.i hope he gets his car fixed soon i don't like being away from him for more then a day it takes what little excitment my life does have away.i am so tired of school and everything included with it. i got taco bell for lunch tho even tho i didnt get it till 3ed lunch and i have 2ed lunch but i got to sit in the office with the attendance lady and eat it :) she's nice.

aron invited me on some trip to the mountians this weekend i'm jnot really sure what thats all about hes a weird one so im sure it will be something totally random.

i'm also going to cortneys wedding and amy's birthday.i can't believe i have actuly plans for this weekend other then sitting around getting drunk.claps for me.

i've been in school for a week now and i'm already wanting to kill everyone there, or just myself. i'm only a sophomore but god damn them freshman i certainly would like to think the upper classman were not as annoyed by me last year as i am by these freshman this year, not to mention we have more freshman then any other class. also they are doing construction so one of the hallways are closed and i'm late for 2ed period every day because the hallway is so crowded and it should only be a one minute walk. and i only get about 5 min a day to eat because the lunch lines are so long from all the new freshman.

god all i seem to have to look forward to all day is the weekend and seeing aron after school.it's amazing how much i like aron, he's pretty much the best thing in my life right now even tho we have our times when i want to kill him.

i'm going to dan river today with aron i'm excited it should be pretty fun :D

it seems as all i do lately is see aron and get fucked up maybe i should take a break from drinking for a while. i've put on quit a bit of weight and i do believe that drinking is much to blame. today has been the first time i have been alone in about 2 weeks it seems i am constantly with either aron or kayla i'm not complaining i enjoy my time with both of them.


i saw a commercial last night about chicken wings and now i want some so bad. my mom is taking me to get them after work.


my dad called me this morning and well basiclly he doesn't even feel like my dad anymore i don't seem to have one of thoes now and my mom hasn't been much of a mom wither more of a roommate/friend. i guess i dont mind that to much i can take care of myself pretty well if i do say so myself.

this week has been great i have basiclly been attached at the hip with aron. i must say he is WONDERFUL and by far the best boyfriend i have had :) he makes me very happy.

i completly want to shoot someone right now. yup it's going down.

why have i not seen my most favorite cousin in forever i miss her. i wanna go eat sushi this weekend maybe she will go with me? just for clarity i am talking about stephanie.

there is a pair of jeans i want from old navy very badly i am getting them very soon even if i have to steal them i dont care they are beautiful.

i hate stupid rednecks that stink. ew.

i'm bored now and i'm going to go find someone to kill. weeeeeee.

ok so after last night i have commited myself to never drinking hard liquor again. i got drunk from everclear and blew chunks EVERYWHERE even in aarons car :( i suck. and i feel like total shittttt today like you don't even understand how horrible i feel right now.

i think i may have a new boyfriend. :D

ok sooooo last night i spent the night with selina and me her and alex went and got high with brett and matt and matt's girlfriend.and yeah selina was the only one that was completely stoned and me and alex were like uhhhhhhhhhhhh. hahaha. but today me and selina go bored and decided to ride our bike across the world. so we biked from her house to jacks house so i could say hi to sean and then we left there and went in search of a fuckin pool because it was burning up today!!!! haha and the first pool we went to you had to live in the neighborhood :( and the second pool you had to have a membership:( but the third pool we just walked in and jumped in fully clothed haha. then some old man was like hey there you're not members blahblahblah. so we had to leave there and on our way back to selina's house we stopped at some old womens house and asked for water and she gave us some and told us her life story but she was pretty cool ya know :).and then we continued on our way home soaking wet :(.all in all we were gone for about 4 hours and only was able to get in a pool for about 10 minutes. wtf?

Last night I went to the Thursday show it owned. I did manage to get elbowed in the face and knocked down tho. I have a wonderful bruise on my left cheek but my hair and make up covers it up so it's ok but it still hurts like hell. God I about had to kill one of they guys standing in front of me because he was like dripping sweat and kept leaning back into me and then i hit him in the back of the head and he moved away.Some random girl started talking to me during set changes and gave me beer haha i was like yesssssssss. No not really since I think beer is pretty gross but whatever.

I'm going to try to go to school everyday this week without skipping grr i can't take that place anymore it's drivign me insane I need summer vacation to hurry up. Only 2 more weeks :)

Alright well last night me and selina were talking and it some how evolved into this plan to skip school today and go chill at her house and drink. And well we did haha. I went to school and as soon as the bell rang we left and went and met up with bobby(he really hates being called bobby but fuck it) and he drove us back to selina's house and we chilled and played video games for a little while and then we started drinking all we had was beer (Budweiser) god it was gross and i couldnt even handle the taste long enought o actully feel anything i think i got about 3 or 4 beers down before i said fuck it and quit. Bobby made omlets for us and we all got sick feeling because of them. Alex was the only one that didn't eat one so he didn't get sick haha fucker!!!!!!!!!! Then bobby dropped us off back at school around 3 and we chilled in the woods near then soccer fields and tennis court and then when the bell rang we went home. it was a pretty awesome day if i do say so myself :)


I'm almost finished reading my book "Sybil" which is the total shit i started it on like friday and i've been loving it ever since haha i think i will probably finish it tomorrow or wednesday.


don't think i'm going to school tomorrow either i just feel like chillin out here and being a bum :/


seans going to virginia for a funeral tomorrow i'm going to miss his dumbass :(

but kayla is coming home tomorrow so i'm good :)

Alright i will probably never write in this thing byt stephyboo wanted me to make one so i did because i lover her <3


so i spent the night with stephanie last night and when i went to take a shower this morning i burned the hell out of my self and it still hurts because i'm use to my shower at home and they are like opposite and well that suckd :( and i forgot to pack socks to had to steal some of hers,sorry boo i will return them though.


tonight we are going to get crunk and have fun oh yes.
i'm excitied because i have been looking forward to this all week.
i can't wait :)